thinking out loud

im sick of you. you hate me. dont deny it. because you do. everything i do you criticize. everything i say you turn your nose up at. but don’t worry its ok. i hate you too. every thing you say to me, everything you do, takes me one step closer to me killing myself. but you don’t care do you. i know you wouldn’t even miss me if i was gone.

i can’t wait till i can leave. im so sick of all you people. and no. don’t tell me that this is a one time thing. don’t tell me that i’ll get over it. because its not and i won’t. i done. freaking done. i sick of everything about you.

and im tired of having no one to talk to.